I don’t have a six pack, I don’t have the body. I’m not rich. I’m not swagged out. I don’t have that perfect smile. But there is one thing I do have. And that is personality. I can make you feel special. I can make you feel wanted. I can give you everything else you need. I can love you till the end of time. And lastly I can give you what most guys can’t, I can give you my full attention.
I'm not Jeremy Nix if that's who you're referring to, ahaha. Nice try champ! If you go on Thursday, I'll tell you what a great performance it was and that you always had it in you, because you do. Time will tell, and it better be one hell of a performance.
I wasn’t actually. -.- But good guess though. Bahaha. And I’m not performing in front of the class. I can’t… Not yet. :/ Stop pressuring me. Peer pressure… But yes. Time shall tell. Ah. I dread that day. Whenever it’ll be.
I don't know if you noticed, but it looked like half the class was in their own little world while someone was performing, which I found absolutely rude. It's good that you're trying to break out of your comfort zone, definitely. But it just seems that you're already making up reasons to get out of doing what you have to do. Look at that? I think I just judged you. And you're not even performing or anything. The world is always going to judge you, so why not give it something to judge?
I actually didn’t realized that, because I was just paying attention to whoever was singing. But yes, they probably felt weird or intimidated. Haha. Yeah, thanks. I’ve been trying to since I can even remember. I’ve always been shy, and behind closed doors I guess you could say. Nah. I’m not making up reasons. I’ll do them. I just always seem to back out of something that I’m afraid of doing, or don’t necessarily have to deal with. If there’s something I don’t want to do, and there’s a wait out, I usually take it. 99% of the time. That I need to change. But yes, you did. I don’t mind. Especially when it’s true. And that’s definitely true. I like that. I’m stealing that actually. And by the way, I know who you are. I did a little investigation, and so forth. I’m actually good at that, I’ve always had a knack for things like that. I put 2 and 2 together, especially the way you type, and your grammar and so forth. After that it was simple. Bahaha. But anywho, great performance today. I wish I wasn’t as shy as you. You seem gung ho for pretty much everything. I’d never be the first one to raise my hand, or anything of that sort. Too afraid. Haha.
I would, but you're not performing so too bad! But since you're so afraid, and I don't understand what of, it just prolongs that you'll have to perform sooner or later. So why not start now? But then again you're old enough to make your own decisions. Enjoy :]
Lmao. Come on. Don’t be like that. I swear this is online harassment or something. Anon, who may you be? I see you every Tuesdays and Thursdays, you might as well reveal yourself. -.- I’m just afraid. Afraid of being judged, afraid that people won’t like how I sing, and so forth. I just just freeze. It goes way back to when I was little. So yeah. That’s why I’m trying to break out of it at my own pace. Even though it’s the pace of a snail. Sooner or later though. Baby steps. Though baby steps are bigger than the steps I’m taking, that’s for sure. And I am old. Thanks for reminding me. Old and afraid. Haha. Works out fine.
Boo! No fair! That's alright, even if you're one performance less infront of the class, you'll still have to do the other 4! Don't bail on those!
Haha. I’m glad though, I don’t think I could handle that class otherwise. She said I could do it in a way that it fits me. She understood, so I was happy. Whoo! I’d die otherwise. Seriously though. I would have froze and dropped dead. Oh I’ll try not to. Baby steps anon. Baby steps. Why are you an anon anyways? You’re one of my classmates. -.- Show yourself!
I see you didn't get any music, hah! What did you think of the people who went today? Not so bad huh?
Haha. No. I’m actually not doing in front of the class for the first performance. Long story. I talked to Kumu about it though. She understands. So yeah. Bahaha. And I thought they were great actually. It made me even more nervous. Especially that one girl who went, I think she went second. I was drawn to her song. It made me sad to be honest. :P
You actually have the nerve to say that you miss me and so forth, then to say the same thing to someone you were seeing after me? Really? And you expect me to give you sympathy and listen to your BULLSHIT? No thank you. You’re lucky I even care to listen to what you have to say. It’s pathetic. I’m glad I’m standing up for something that means a lot to me, something that matters. Because if I didn’t, I’d actually fall for your crap. You’re better than that. I know you are. But you show me otherwise. And it’s sad. But it’s the person that you’ve become. You are no longer the person I met. You’re simply, not you.
His Best Friend:What makes you say that? What did she do wrong?
Boy:Well, for one.. She only cared about her appearance. Always had to look good, always took forever to get dressed! So insecure..
His Best Friend:So, you broke her heart because she wanted to keep your eyes locked on her? She wanted you to see that you have the prettiest girl under your sleeve and not think otherwise? I see..
Boy:Oh.. Well.. She’d often call me or text me asking where I am, who I’m with, telling me not to smoke, not to drink. She’s so clingy!
His Best Friend:So, you broke her heart because she cares about your well being? Because she cares about you a lot? And her greatest fear is losing you. I see..
Boy:But.. Uhh.. Well, she’d always cry when I say something slightly mean. She can’t handle anything. She’s a crybaby!
His Best Friend:So, you broke her heart because she has feelings? And because she just wanted to hear you say you love her? I see..
Boy:I.. Well! You know, she’d get jealous easily. I could barely talk to other girls! She’s so annoying! I had to hide it from her so she wouldn’t bitch about it.
His Best Friend:So, you broke her heart because she just wanted you to commit to her? She thought you were faithful, but you lied so she could find out later and hurt even more? She just wanted the guy she loves the most to love only her. I see..
His Best Friend:You broke up with her because she’s good for you? She just wanted the best for you? She’s broken now because you were selfish. Are you proud?
Boy:I broke her heart.. Because I couldn’t see what was happening.. What happened to me?
His Best Friend:You lost the girl that loved you like no one else could. You see? You didn’t want her when all she ever wanted was you. THAT’S what happened.