My Daily Life. It's Not So Bad.

For Some Reason, It Actually Makes Me Sad Whenever I Check My Tumblr Just To Find Out I Have 1 Less Follower Than The Day Before. I Mean Come One. Aha. Maybe I Should Really Start Using My Tumblr And Updating It As Well. Though Lately I’ve Been Going Through A Lot Of Personal Issues, Pertaining To Relationships And Such, That I Never Really Had “Time” To Go On Tumblr. Though I Have All The Time In The World, Since I Don’t Do Shit. But What I Meant Was, I Was Just So Busy Thinking About Everything That Has Been Going On, That I Just Got So Caught Up In Everything, It Preoccupied All The Time I Had. Just Thinking, Stressing, Debating, Going Nuts Basically. But For Now On, I Should Really Make It A Habit Just To Update Or Post Something On Tumblr. I Mean, It’s Not That Hard And It Only Takes Minutes. I Wouldn’t Want To Be A Bore And Have You Unfollow Me, Cause That’d Make Me Sad. Hah. X-(

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maxdoesitwell:

When did it get so complicated?

-Ever since humans discovered fear and rejection.

To be honest? I still wonder what if with you. We never really got that chance. Only because I was stupid, and only thought about myself. I was being selfish. I was still in my “single” mode phase. I guess I was just single for awhile, so that was my mind set. But I was wrong. To be honest, probably a couple weeks after I made my decision to be single, I realized it was a stupid decision. My reasons why, were just plain retarded after I thought about it. You have no idea. But it was a bit too late to reconsider everything. Well that’s what I thought anyways. I realized that, when you care about something and an opportunity is right there, right in front of you, you take it. Especially if you think it’s worth it. And honestly? In my head, you were. But, during the time I realized that, a past “ooch” I guess you can say, started talking to me again. And I gave it a shot. Don’t get me wrong, you’d cross my mind many times, you still do, but I just. I don’t know. I’ve already hurt you once. I don’t want to hurt you again. Maybe it really was just wrong timing. But Fuck wrong timing. That’s always the excuse. Wrong timing this, wrong timing that. That’s ALWAYS the damn excuse for everything that has happened recently. But hey, maybe it really is and was wrong timing. Whatever happens, happens right? And everything happens for a reason. So I guess that’s just how it is, and how it’s going to be. Don’t get me wrong, I still think about what if? I still wonder sometimes. But it happened the way it did, because it was meant to happen that way. And I’m just going to have to deal with it and accept it. I’m doing pretty good with you as my friend I’d say. Hah. But hey, at least we’re both not moody and grumpy anymore. I was more moody, and you were more grumpy. Well actually, I was more of both. Aha. Though you have to admit, it was pretty fun. And to be honest, I’m glad we’re still friends. Though you still owe me some Pho. Remember? I’m not trying Pho for the first time, unless it’s with you. That was the deal. Heh.

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